Go Ahead And Scream It Out

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only oneMy only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rojm9G9u9Zg
(why wont this link work!? ahh...stupid blogger!)

xoxo ashley:)

La La Land

Soooo....
I upload-ed-ed summa the pics already.
I still gots all those from Ikea to do -_-
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So...
What's up?
OH! I made a bank card today.
Spent mosta the afternoon at the bank and then went for lunch.
Totally Bombed when I got home.
I didnt feel like doing ANYTHING!
So...
haha..
So I just watched TV.
Yerp, Today was kinda dull.
I think I will be going to Celine's tomorrow.
My whole family actually.
Should be fun.
On Saturday ny folks are going for a wedding in Tropicana.
I was suppose to go but now Amy and I decided that we dont want to.
So looks like it will just be me and her here alone on Saturday night.
Pathetic much?
xD
Ok well
TTFN!
Do you know what that means??
Hmmm...
Peace Out Peeps!
xoxo ashley:)

Just Live Your Life +.+

Big Pop's Birthday Pics (:

Thou Art Mine

Hey guys.
I am suppose to b euploading some pics soon.
Not today thought ok.
Sorry.
Today I feel like in a totally Party pooper mood.
I dont really feel like talking much and zi dont wanna write much now but I wont be far off.
Updates will be coming soon.
I think I will go to bed.
Oh, Celine, I really liked the way you told that story.
Ahh...I wanna hear all about your trip.
Miss you 'Shortie' [ha...u kno i love you]!
Mwaks Guys! TTYsoon!
xoxo ashley:)

Jungle Story

Peek-A-Boo!

Blogger is still down. Seriously man!! I wanna Underline stuff and Center it and all that go jazz.

Oh well... Nothing much I can do about it. Perhaps I could protest. Maybe make a petition! Rebel man! SUE!!! ah Hahaha! ok...lame-ity! I guess I am bored. I sound SS huh? Well I think that I am bored. What do I usually do this time of night (besides blog)?

How come you can be so busy and have so much to do on days when it is impossible to do it all and then when you actually have time you have nothing to do? I'm anticipating a long post so stop reading now or get ready.
First of all... Happy Chineese New Year everybody :)

I am currently sitting upstairs blogging while Aims lazing on the couch behind me and everyone else is downstairs playing cards. I really kinda despise gambings.
-Settle in peeps...there's gonna be lots alittle comments like that.-
Anyway, It's CNY and i guess that's good :} Celebrations. Family. Cokies<3>The Housebunny. And now it is now.

I really dont know what it is but i have some feeling inside of me. Like emptiness. All's good when I am occupied, but when everything grows still and silent I feel it. Like Im missing something important.Or maybe I miss someone. It feels like when some one hasnt left yet but they are about to and you know that when they do you wont see them for a really long time...? Or maybe this is a feeling telling me that something good is about to happen; Something that is unexpected but makes perfect sense in every way. It feels like that to. I can't put my finger on it, and I dont know what it is. But it's there.

Ooops...sorry, sounds really emo right? Well maybe it is and you know that I dont want to bring ppl down. So I shall stop now. Move on to happier topics.
I asked my dad about playing base ball. I want to start playing again. And Celine wants to learn. I dunno but I think if I can find my old glove and all when we go back to States I will play. Otherwise I can still play bc they sell the things here but it is a lot less motivating somehow.

I have a dentist appointment next week. So next week- Teeth. Sayf starts sch. Bdays. Which reminds me.... What shall we do? Someone will be turning 16 ya know!! We need to plan quickly ok! It's creeping up fast. You know....time really flies these days. Did you see last year whirl by? Like FOR REAL! Where did it go? Hmmm... I really dont know what this year has in store! I think change is coming, actually, I can already see it down the road.

Ok. So I dont wanna make this too long so i guess that means i better wrap it up.
Bye bye!

xoxo ashley:)

You're All I See When I Think of Forever

I’m so in love,
And I cant fight this feeling.
My heart is helpless and I cant resist.
I still remember when the world stood still babe,
The first time we kissed.

You’re all I see,
When I think of forever.
Me minus you just wouldn’t make much sense.
Boy I believe,
We were meant for each other
So lets give it a chance.

I’m caught up in you.
I’m facing the truth.
What else can I do,
With all these emotions?
Cause I’m, I’m falling deeper in every way

I cant sleep at night,
Cause nothing feels right.
I cant deny
My heart when your near me.
My love
Grows stronger everyday.

Oo, oo, yeah
Caught up in you.

Before your love,
My heart was broken.
I didn’t think that it would ever mend.
And then you came
Into my life boy.
Now I don’t need to pretend.

I’m caught up in you.
I’m facing the truth.
What else can I do,
With all these emotions?
Cause I’m,
I’m falling deeper in every way.

I can’t sleep at night.
Cause nothing feels right. I can’t deny,
My heart when your near me.
My love
Grows stronger everyday.

Every time I look into your eyes...
Every time I take your hand in mine...
I know there’s nothing else I need.

I’m caught up in you.
I’m facing the truth.
What else can I do,
With all these emotions,
Cause I’m
I’m falling deeper in every way.

I can’t sleep at night,
Cause nothing feels right,
I can’t deny,
My heart when you’re near me.
My love,
Grows stronger every day.

I’m caught up in you.
I’m facing the truth.
What else can I do,
With all these emotions?
Cause I’m,
I’m falling deeper in every way.

I can’t sleep at night,
Cause nothing feels right.
I can’t deny,
My heart when you’re near me.
My love,
Grows stronger every day.

Caught up in you,
Caught up in you,
Caught up in you,
Caught up in you
Caught up in you,
Caught up in you
Yeah

Caught up in you,
Caught up in you,
Caught up in you,
Caught up in you
Caught up in you,
Caught up in you
Yeah
xoxo ashley:)

Now This is Color :)

She Saves the Day

So I figured out what was wrong with my side bars and all.
Well, not exactly figured uot what was wrong but I did fix it.
Downside- I had to delete one of my posts.
That was what was causing the problem.
I really liked that post to!!!!
Did anyone even see it before it was gone?
It had some PHOTOSHOPPED stuff!
VERRRRY colorful...
Maybe I can try to re-post it or something..
OH, Another thing is THIS FRONT!
EWWW!
I dont like it, but for some reason it will not be changed.
I have no clue what is going wrong.
Maybe tomorrow everything will be ok.
Hopefully....
Anyway...
So what's new you guys?
Sayfryil, How you feeling?
Celine, Make it there ok? How's your family and all? Have fun kay!
Sabrina, Talked to you last night...FINALLY... but i still dont really know how things are goin for ya.
As for me...
Things are pretty much the same as always.
I went to the Curve today to eat lunch.
We ate at some place called Marche.
It was pretty good.
After that we walked around and then went to Ikea.
Seriously!! I took loads of pics today!!
Tons Man!!
I will upload them all soon.
When I got home i downloaded some music and did my photoshopping.
so like yerr....i was loking at vids on youtube the other day and I came across this one with Taylor Lautner in it. It's actually a music vidio.
I watched bc i was kinda interested and kinda bored.
But now I actually really like it....
And NOOOO!
It's not just bc he is in it.
I like the song!
I have no idea what year it is but it's nice and I like it!!
CAUGHT UP IN YOU- CASSI THOMSON.
Check it out!
xoxo ashley:)

OMG! WHAT?

HOLY COW?!?!
WHERE ARE MY SIDEBARS?!?!
HELP ME!!!
AND WHAT IS WITH THIS FRONT???
I WILL BE BACK TO FIX THIS BUT I CANT NOW!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
xoxo ashley:)

What Did I Do Now?

Yay!! Photoshopping is Fun!!

My First time ok... so don't laugh!

Ok, Nights Ppl!

Have a safe trip Celine-icans !

(hey....Where's one more pic? I did 2 btw...owell....very tired now.)

xoxo ashley:)

You Got Served!

Hahaha!!

So yesterday right...

CelinE, Ian, and I

were all sitting around a table after school

waiting for transport.

And Michael came in.

He asked Ian something.

When he left Celine was like

*Ashley Likes him*

*cough-cough*

Then Ian goes,

*Really?haha.. I'm gonna tell him*

And I was all like

*Whatever....I don't even like him*

*Say whatever you want*

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Hahahahaha!

Ok...so you guys know

how Celine

has been saying

Michael

stares

at me,

right?

Yea...

she has been

saying that

the WHOLE week.

Well....

I went over

to house yesterday.

And,

(donno how, buttt...)

We were saying something

about Michael...

Ohhhh!

I remember!

Ok,

Ian was wearing

a Brit shirt.

And we all were

talking about it.

So the whole Brit thing came up.

So he came up.

And Celine goes,

*Yea, he likes Ashley*

And Ian goes,

*No he doesn't!*

ahaha!

I was like so happy

because finally,

she KNOWS...

From a reliable source...

That,

He

Doesn't

Stare.

And

He

Doesn't

Like

Me!!

HAHA!

Juat like I have been saying this whole time!

So Yea...

That's the

Happy

Story.

xoxo ashley:)

Paging Captain Obvious

Happy 41st Birthday Pops!!

Ha! Like you will ever see this!
Hey to the people that will :)
So wanna hear about my day?
It really was nothing special.
~I just went to school and studied...
Made a 97% on my LA 809 test.
~Goofed off with Celine abit at the end of the day...
She kept writting on my divider and it was hard to get off.
First she was just signing my name, so wtv.
Then she started!
Ian
<3
Ashley
<3
Ian
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The she was all
Walker(13)
<3
Kim and Lim
<3
Walker(15)
[translation- amy<3 terence&ian<3 ashley]
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I dunno; she went crazy all the sudden and was like writting things like that all over my place.
haha...quite fun i guess.
I started writting in really BIG letters on her desk
I
LOVE
TERENCE
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haha..but no one can see so it was ok.
it was really nothing but kinda fun...you know those moments?
~When I got home we gals cooked dinner for my dad...
Chicken, mashed taters, veggie, garlic bread, bla bla bla.
~My whole family watched American Idol...
We had cake and ICE CREAM!! :P
**********
Pretty ok day i guess.
And I just feel like mentioning that
I Love You God!
I really should mention it a lot more.
Bye bye Folks!
I'm gonna go call Sayf and then it's off to bed.
Sweet Dreams!

xoxo ashley:)

Protest

LISTEN TO ME OK!!!

I keep having to correct other ppl's mis-informed blog (*hmm..cough...cough...Celine*)

Just a fact, but I think that I would notice if some one was STARING at me!

First of all....I don't even know Michael.

Right...ok, I dont even know him, So why would he stare?

Second...no offence ok, but all of you guys are abit BOY CRAZED.

Not to say CRAZY OVER BOYS (not all the time anyway..)

But yall like to play match maker;

Looking at everyone as a possible canidate for your friends.

I dont mean it in a bad way ok!!

So dont be mad! (:

Hahahaha.....ok, settled?

Good!

xoxo ashley:)

The Wheels On The Bus Go Round And Round

^<--Wow, ok, I made this a LONG time ago.
OK so my day was totally normal; nothing special at all.

I went to school, came home and studied, made Daddy some Cd art,

watched TV, and now I'm here.

##So so interesting!##

I think that I will sleep early tonight...

exciting end to a LIVELY(#) day.

Nights!!

xoxo ashley:)

Ashley 101

YeP... tHiS iS a PiC oF AmY!

I am putting it here for no reason at all.

I like it though.

Don't you?

Really?

Too bad!

It's my blog!

haha...ok...LaMe!!

SoRRy!

So I don't really have anything to say tonight but I am blogging to make yOu happy!

Nothing Exciting happened today.

Oh!!

I do want to correct something though-

No one StArEs at me OK!?!

Yes...I am correcting Miss Lim. :)

But she is right about something...

The songs she reccomended are NiCe!

I like Long Distance! <3

OK...well I am done with this RaNdOm PoSt for now.

Love You Guys!!

Miss You To!!

xoxo ashley:)