Truth Be Told

"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." -Bob Marley

"Who said that the road of life was paved in gold? More like the road is paved in blades and broken glass, and everytime you fall down and get cut you learn how to get back up, slap a bandaid on it and keep on walking"

Lord, Make Me a Rainbow. I'll Shine Down With My Mother. They'll Know We're Safe With You When They Stand Under Our Colors.

When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me,

I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had

If I could re-live yesterday
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne.

He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew

I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did some things
You knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

xoxo ashley:)

WARNING!

So I did forget to mention one tiny detail yesterday.Last time, right? When I use to be really into blogging.. I was really L-A-M-E, LAME. I was like re-reading all of the old post and DANGGGG!! For your own good, I recomend that you dont read them. I couldnt bring myself to deleat them though. There's just too many memories, you know? Apparently I use to really loveee Twilight. Make sense. I do like in now also. It just repulses me kinda now though. There's just way too much ewwness around it now. Idk.. that probably doesnt even make sense.
Anyways, I would update this page with the happenings of my life as of late, but Im kinda busy now. I need to figure out SOMEEE TYPE of transport for futsal tmr or i cant go :( Wish me luck!!
Byeeee <3

xoxo ashley:)

Every heart without Christ is a mission field. Every heart with Christ is a missionary.

"UH! AS IF!" *bimbo* :)

Aloha :)
So I just finished finally un-privating my blog. It took about 10 seconds.
I am abt to go finish watching the movie Clueless with Amy, who is pretty clueless. Wow, that was lame. Lol. but it's the truth so I guess that makes up for the lamity. :)
I should probably go to the gym soon, but I dont really want to. I probably willl though. Idk.. We'll see how it plays out.
I kinda feel like I am talking in a majorrr monotone right now. Well, not really talking, but you get the picture. I think it's bc I am in a hurry. Amy can be kinda impatcient sometimes. In her defence though, I DO always make her wait. Sorryy Ames! So I better go now. Byeee for now!
xoxo ashley :)