Why Am I Even Doing This?

Ahhh**
Like right now I am so not in the mood to blog.

I forseriously do not know why.

But I am doing it anyway right?

So what's new?

Well for one I haven't touched the computer in a few days because of me being stupid and forgetting to check and see if the WiFi switch was on.

So yea...I have quite alot to say but I'll just mention the things that are swimming around in my head right now.

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So what comes to mind first?

Oh...ok...

I will finally be meeting Mureen's Boyfriend's

17-year-old-German Brother who goes to bording school in England.

Tomorrow or the next day.

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We all took family photos on Saturday.

Sean was the photographer.

Wasn't too bad actually.

That night al the adults went out and Amy and I baby-sat.

We totally forgot that Titanic came on that night!!

BEST MOVIE EVER!!

I have seen it way way like a lot of times.



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Yesterday I want to church,

Saw Green.

I didnt see Blue ):

Dunno why but I was kinda bummed out.

Then when we were pulling out of the parking lot I saw him.

I'm not obsessed ok, really,

just letting you all know he was there.

You know the white-haired lady that we all saw at awards night?

The one we think is his mom...

well, whoever she is she smiled at me (:

haha...i don't know why that needeed to be mentioned.

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Today I went to Noeline's family's pool party.

I was so dreading.

Did Not Want To Go At All.

But I did.

OMG!!! It was FUNNNN!!

haha....didn't swim but still!!

I pushed Aunty A in 3 times!!

I really did like it.

I "wetted' Amy and she totally snapped at me.

Thae Daddy came up and was like respect her wish not to get wet.

And I was like People got me all wer when I told them not to.

He kinda ignored me and fired at Amy.

Don't be so anti-social and vain!!!

hahaha...it was Funny!

Afterwards the 5 of us went to Subang Parrade.

I picked out a

-PHONE-

-CAMRA-

And I bought New Moon.

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Updated?

OK...Good

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O yea...one more thing.

I was planning for Sayf to stay at my house one of these nights.

Saby, you in?

I'll tell you the deats or ask Sayf.

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Love You Guys!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

xoxo ashley:)

Quickie

Ok so I was listening to this song and.... dunno why.... i was reminded of Sayf.

haha...you see you may think that your days are always so boring and all but actually you never know what will happen.

yea...anyway

SEIZE THE DAY-

everyone.

"Best Day Of My Life"

Woke up around a half past ten

Can’t believe that I’m late again

Put down about a quart of caffine

To start my pulse and then

I grabbed my jeans off the floor and I hit the door,

Just the same old same

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It goes to show

You never know

When everything’s about to change

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Just another day

Started out like any other

Just another girl who took my breath away

Then she turned around

She took me down

Just another day that I ....

Had the best day of my life

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Can’t say exactly what it was

She’s not the usual type

She wore a cowboy hat

With her red Prada boots

And a Gwen Stefani smile

Then she pulled out a pen and surprised me when

She wrote her number on my hand

Then she was gone,

But from now on

I’m gonna be a different man

-

Just another day

Started out like any other

Just another girl who took my breath away

-

Then she turned around

She took me down

Just another day that I ...

Had the best day of my life

-

I guess it goes to show

You never really know

When everything’s about to change

-

Just another day

Started out like any other

Just another girl who took my breath away

-

Then she turned around

She took me down

Just another day that I ... Had the best day of my life [x2]

Mwaks!! LYLAS

Night!

xoxo ashley:)

More Than Expected, Less Than Deserved

Right.....So now it's like 1:55 A.M.

On the 26 of December.

I'm bummed that the best day of the year is over.

But I am DEFINITELY still in a Cheerful-Christmas Mood!

I also feel very ashamed of myself.

You see, I've been so busy running here and going there that I never took the appropriate time to appreciate the TRUE meaning of Christmas.

Never, until today that is.

And when I really thought about it I realized that, lately,

I have really been drifting away from God.

Sad isn't it?

Especially during this time.

I would blame it on distractions but it's just an excuse.

I can blame no one but myself.

Well...I'm going back to him.

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What else?

Oh...tomorrow will be the last Christmas Celebration.

And it's the one I've been dreading.

[Hungry Wolf]

*enough said*

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I just listened to the whole Metro Station Album.

You know?

The one that I bought for Amy.

Wait...Did I tell you I bought it?

Anyway, yea, I just finished it.

Only 10 songs though....

but pretty good. (:

Seventeen Forever

Kelsey

Shake It

There's this one song...

Tell Me What to Do....

I can't decide if it's annoying or pretty ok...??

But the pic does them no justice.

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I went to Aunty A's house, amongst other places, today.

I got more pressies.

Last time tomorrow.

I visited a lot of people today.

And I will upload pics soon!!

:)

And I just wanted to add:

Merry Christmas Lovelies!

(Even though it's 2:28)

I Love You Guys!

A Lot.

More than you will ever truly know.

xoxo ashley:)

A Time For Joy

Christmas, Christmas, couldn't come quicker.

And it is going away much to fast.

But I am still loving it!!

I have already opened some presents.

I'll take pics of them soon and show you.

But I'm not telling you until then!

SUSPENSE!!

But....guess what!!

Daddy is going to take me to pick out a camera!!

Cool huh?

ok I gotta go...

more Christmas Visits!!

Bye!!

xoxo ashley:)

I Have A Great Mind!! haha....

Only great minds can read this. This is weird, but interesting!
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fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it ____________________________________________
FORWARD ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT.

xoxo ashley:)

Merry Christmas Baby!

It is currently 1:45 A.M.

I just wrapped a few last Christmas Presents!

I love Christmas man!

Right now it is now

OFFICIALLY CHRISTMAS EVE!

And It's Amy's Birthday!

My little teenage sister...

awww...

I went out with Daddy and Amy today and bought alot of food.

Yum yum yum.

Fats fats fats.

When I got home I made a Cheese Cake!

My first time!!!

I really hope it's good.

I'm just sooo EXCITED about Christmas!

I don't care what I'm doing...

nothing can bring down Christmas!

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Things New About Christmas This Year

• First Christmas in Malaysia

• A HOT Christmas

• Themed Tree..??

• First time with Isabelle!! (:
• First Christmas I will not see my family
• First Christmas without Mama....

xoxo ashley:)

Empty Smiles

So what have I been up to lately?

Nothing....Everything....

It's so busy yet so boring.

I've been spending a lot of time with

Aunty Diane and her family.

You know who that is right?

Yea, well not only them but also Aunty Audrey's family.

It's ok actually but the past few days I just feel like being anti-social.

So today is the first day since all weekend that I didnt go out with them.

Yesterday we

(Walker/Jesudasan)

Went out for Crab!!

I don't usually eat it that much but it was super good.

It was in K.L.

Haha....restaurant was called....

Mai King Fatt....

Sounds like....

Making Fart!!!

HA!HA!HA!HA!HA!!

So anyway-

I've been busy during my days and staying up all night.

Doing what?

Reading New Moon.

I finished today.

I slept at 5:21 A.M.

I really love it!

I just love the whole Twilight Sega.

I"m gonna read it again.

So that's about all of my latest news.

Except the news about Christmas!

I'll do write about that in another post.

Wanna gho chat with Sayf now!

It's been a while!

OKie Dokie!

Bye!

xoxo ashley:)

It's Happy Dance Time Baby!

*O*M*G*

Right now I am so HAPPY.

I just talked to Sayf.

She told me everything.

And then, despite everything else...

She went and asked her mom about tomorrow.

I called her back 5 min later...

And guess what her mom said!!

YES!!!!

Ahhh...

Now I am talking to her online.

I totally have tears in my eyes and it feels like

We can do anything.

I am just ecstatic!

You know I just like posted my last post like 10 min ago

and now it's like a complete 180!!

Tomorrow is so on!

And we can finally do our book!

THANK YOU SO MUCH LORD!

xoxo ashley:)

Things Go Topsey Tervy

So now I'm not really sure what's going on.

All I know is that tomorrow Amy,Celine, and I will be going to Saby's house.

I don't know what will happen from there.

And I know that Sayf will not be going.

How horrid is that?

But that's not the worst news.

Something is really wrong with Sayf, And I don't know what it is.

I called her all day but couldn't get through.

BABE...

I know that you are going through a hard time right now.

I don't know the details but I know that you are hurting.

All I want right now is to talk to you and be there for you.

I know that you wanted to go tomorrow and I know it ment alot to you,

but Don't worry.

Don't regret.

Don't hold grudges.

And remember,

Life is too short for things that won't matter in the long run.

I love you with all of my heart forever and ever

and ever and ever and ever and ever

and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever

and ever and ever.

AND EVER.

You can always count on me.

I am always here.

Cheer up ok?!

fate & faith

things happen for a reason

xoxo ashley:)

A Toast For Change

I have realized a few things suddenly.

Life is way way too short.

Why should we hold grudges?

Why have regrets?

I'm stopping it all now.

I just talked to Brenda.

About nothing really.

Just a quick hi and bye.

Ok...so I know why but I'm not going to.

It is all in the past.

I'm not the type of person who dislikes people.

I'm not the type to hold a grudge.

But I do regret sometimes.

That needs to stop to.

So from now on

What's done is done

And that is that.

Things happen for a reason.

And we cant change the past or predict the future.

So here's to being a better person.

Updates About Friday

Ok so here goes the latest news.
And there are a few new problems.
PLAN
-Now the plan is still to go to Sunway around noon.
-After that we will all come back to my house instead of Saby's but no worries there.
Although I must warn you the water pressure upstairs will be low because of some pipe thingy but not really a big deal.
PROBLEMS
-I still need to ask my dad about the whole thing.
Upside: Noeline seems fine with it.
But I'm still kinda worried.
-I'm really worried about Sayf.
I totally feel your problems man.
Not only may she not be able to go but its not really good to have all these feelings about her family bottled up inside of her.
Trust me I have been there.
I love you Babe.
-Twilight will only be playing at 11 am and 6:45 pm on Friday.
Maybe we can go there earlier for the 11am or later in the after noon for the6:45 or maybe just watch another movie.
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I'm not sure at this point. I'll tell you guys by tomorrow.
MWAKS!!

Me? Shopping?

*Bimbo Voice*

Like Oh My Gosh.

I like totally went to like the mall today..

And like..I...Went....Like Shopping!!

*haha..ok...enough already*

So yea,

I went to Pyramid today and did a lot of CHRISTMAS Shopping!!

It was actually Really Really Fun!

And you all know that I hate to shop right?

Anyway, here's the deats

(that's DETAILS of you nooobs who don't know..haha..)

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It was just Noeline and I.

We left the house around noon.

When we got to Sunway we spent like 20 minuets looking for parking.

-You know the green and red lights that indicate a free spot?-

Yea, well I was like

"We're lookin' for green."

(10 min. later)

Noeline was like

"Oh, it's so convenient how they have the colored lights to show you where to park?"

(She looks at me)

"*Laughs* Yea, I didn't know what you ment."

Haha...you may not get what I mean but it was really funny.
Ok, Moving on...

After we found parking we got down to it.

The first store we went into was Jusco.

Right when we walked in we saw this stand filled with finger nail polish.

So I decided that that would be a good present for Amy.

I bought her 4 bottles, a nail file, and nail stickers.

(But I got the stickers somewhere else later.)

While I was trying to decide which colors to get i saw the tester colors.

I found the matching ones to the colors

I was thinking of buying and started painting my nails.

Right now all of my nails are a different color!!

Hehe...

So I ended up getting....

GLITTERY PURPLE-ISH FUCHSIA,
TURQUOISE,
BLACK.

AND CLEAR.

(When I got home one of the first things Amy noticed was my nails, and she said that she liked -who would have guessed-the colors I picked! Duh I had a Cover story right! (She doesn't know that I bought it for her)

And guess who I saw while getting the nail polish?!?

Tammy, Michelle, and then Joell.

First Tammy saw me.

Then I saw both of them (Tam&Mich).

They were waiting on Joell.

Playing some type of tresure hunt game.

Dunno....

Tammy mentioned the message that I had sent her before I left the house about not being able to attent this party on Friday.

(Hahaha....I planed Amy's bash over it!!)

Anyway, when Joell got there she was with her boyfriend.

She was wearing this SUPER short skirt!

After they left Noeline was like

"Who is that Joell"

"She went to our school last year"

"What's up with her skirt?

You can like see her butt already"

"Hahahaha...I know"

"How old is she?"

"Like 17 or 18"

*then I explained what little I know about Joell*

Then we left Jusco

It was past 1 and we were getting hungry.

We decided to go and eat at The Manhattan Fish Market.

We sat in the restorant for a long time while eating-

well about an hour and a half+ .

It was like serious mother-daughter-time.

We talked about my mom.

And we talked about her dad.

And it actually was pretty cool.

After lunch we did some more shopping.

We bought this cool sparkly pink candle holder thing.

(I'm sure you know who for.)

Then we went to this toy store.

Noeline bought these huge helicopters for Zack and Jerry.

I bought Tumbling-Tower for Abby.

We were on our way to this really neat collect able-like store that Aunty Audry told us about when we passed this funky little place called the box.

It had the coolest little nick-nacks in it.

I bought flashlights for Z&J, and tatoos for Abby.

Noeline bought these totally awesome purse holding thingys.

Supposedly when you go out somwhere and there is no where to hang your bag you can

hook it on this thing and put it in the table.

They were very pretty and she ended up buying one for herself to.

She bought Amy this cell phone charm with a butterfly.

I actually picked it out to buy for Amy but decided not to get

it because I wanted to get her a CD.

Noeline needed a birthday gift for Amy so she bought it.

OkOk...I'm almost done...sorry...this is taking kinda long.

Then we went to the collector's store and we bought some stuff.

It was like these 2 garden things and an angel face clock-very pretty.

On the way there we also bought a bunch of Ben Ten stuff for the boys and

I GOT A RUBIKS CUBE!!

Next to last stop:

We went to Popular.

I wanted to look for a book or CD for Amy.

I wanted to get Metro Station but they didn't have it and I was so tired already.

I didn't know what book she would like so I decided to get her

The Pussy Cat Doll's Doll Domination.

-ok, I know that this post is getting long and boring but I really wanna tell you this:-

I saw it in the book shop.

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READ THIS BACKWARDS

MURDER FOR A JAR OF RED RUM

SAME RIGHT!!?

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Well, I like it!

OK, Last stop before heading home.

Donuts!!!

Yea, yea.

Save it.... I know.

FATSSSS!!

But I say this really Hot Dude!!

Had really light blond hair and a great smile :D

So that about wraps it up...

no need to tell you what happened with the guy...

ahhhhh!!

hahaha....

totally got you!!

DUH nothing happened.

I don't think he even saw me.

But whatever....ya know I'm not the type to regret...not much anyway.

Besides, what could I do?

Noeline was there.

And ha was with his family.

(He was like 16?)

So, anyway, I got all my shopping done except for Noeline's C.mas/B.day and Isabell.

But I really did have fun!

Downside: didn't have time to buy a phone.

Ahh..another day.

OK Guys!

That's it...

sorry it was so long.

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ps- sleepover at saby's or mine?

xoxo ashley:)

REUNION!

OK GUYS!!
SO HERE'S THE PLAN.
THE OCCASION IS A REUNION/AMY'S 13th BIRTHDAY.
I WAS THINKING THAT WE COULD MEET IN PYRAMID AROUND NOON AND THEN GO WATCH A MOVIE.
AMY WANTS TO WATCH TWILIGHT.
I HAVE TO CHECK THE MOVIE TIMES AND ALL THOUGH.
MAYBE WE CAN HAVE LUNCH IN SUNWAY TO...?
AFTER THE MOVIE AND ALL WE CAN JUST HANG OUT THERE OR WE CAN GO AND DO SOMETHING ELSE....WHATEVER....
OK,
SO AFTER PYRAMID WE CAN HAVE A TOTALLY FUN SLEEPOVER AT SABY'S HOUSE.
(THXXXX SABY!!!!!!)
WE CAN WORK ON THE SCRAP BOOK AND EVERYTHING!
:)(:)(:)(:)(:
SO WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK?
PLEASE SAY YOU CAN MAKE IT!

xoxo ashley:)

Shout-out!

Hey Peeps!

I just wanted to say hey to all of my Besties!

Amy, Sayfryil, Sabrina, Celine!!

I LOVE and MISS all you guys so much!

I can't wait to see you!

xoxo ashley:)

Snow

So Guess What!?!

I just got an e-mail from my sister Christin...

She said that it snowed a little this morning!

So So So Not FAIR!!

As if I wasn't missing Mississippi enough!

I haven't seen snow in forever.

It seems that it will always snow back home right after we come back from a trip.

Really! It happened last year to.

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How long has it been since I've seen snow?

Hehe...I don't even know, but it's been a while.

One year It snowed- like when I was 6- And my mom and dad took us sleding!

It was so much fun.

We even made snow angles and everything.

Another year, when the snow was heavier, Amy, my mom, and I built a snowman.

It looked pathetic , but we all loved it.

It stayed in our front yard for 2 days after all the other snow had melted.

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I really miss my mom.

She was the type of person who would always go out of her way to make sure that we had a good time.

Can't believe she's gone.

xoxo ashley:)

Home Sweet Home

It's only been 3 days, but i already miss my family back home.
I had a pretty great time with them.

It was exactly what I needed to take my mind off things.
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I had my Granny who was loving as always.

My sisters who are all as crazy as can be.

My little cousin, Brooke, who is, despite other things, adorable.

My all-around wacky, funny, easy going cousin who has his serious moments, Hunter. He's th e best and we have so much fun together.

I saw people who I have been around for my entire life. Suppportive as always.

I like it here and I love all of the people but I still get a little home-sick sometimes.

xoxo ashley:)

Freakin' Freaky!

ok...so maybe I'm feeling up to makeing a small post now.

I really have alot to say, and I know that you guys already know and are there for me always.

I don't really want to post all about what happened right now, but trust me I will.

Now I just want to tell you guys about something really FREAKY that I remembered this morning.

.

About a month ago I had this dream.

In the dream I was sitting on my bed all alone in my room.

Someone(don't remember who..maybe my dad?) came in.

He just came up to me and hugged me and I said "I miss her"

And then!! There was this flash of my mom caught it a fire somewhere!!

.

Turns out in my dream...1MONTH AGO...

that my mom died in a fire.

Isn't that weird?

.

Well I will be leaving for the States tomorrow at 3 P.M.

I'll come back next Sunday.

I really don't know what to do, how to react when I see my family.

I need to go pack now.

hopefull I'll come to your house later Sayf.

If not I'm for sure going to yours Celine.

TTYL.

stay optimistic!

xoxo ashley:):

Curling Iron Catastrophey

So when I got home yesterday I had nothing to do so I thought I would try to curl my hair.

I got into the shower and washed my hair, dried it, and got right to it.

At first it was going well.

It was actually pretty nice.

Then Amy came in.

She wanted to help. At first I said no, but I can't deny her.
So I let her help....
BIG MISTAKE!
So here's what happened.......
FIRST:MY HAIR BURNT A LITTLE.
not that big a deal but....
SECOND:I THOUGHT MAYBE IT WOULD BE BETTER IF I CUT THE DEAD END OFF.
Well, I couldn't see the damage that well so I asked Amy's opinion.

She said that I should just cut it.
Oh why did I listen to her??
Turns out that after I cut it off I was able to see that the hair wasn't even dead!
AND my hair was wayyyyyy toooooo short!!!

-see for yourself-

OK...get over that already.
I figured that I may as well finish what I started, so I plugged up the bigger curling iron to do the top part of my hair.
At about this time Noeline called me downstairs to set the table.
My lovable, but trouble making little sister remained upstairs in my room.
About 3 minutes after I went downstairs Amy came down.
I asked her if she turned off the iron.
Of course she didn't!
So about 2 more minutes later i went to check on it.
ahhhh!!!
THIRD:IT OVER HEATED. AND MELTED!
FORTH:I TRIED TO FIX IT AND IT BROKE IN HALF.

-once again: your proof-

What else could have gone wrong?
A lot.
You see, it wasn't my curling iron.
It was Noeline's.
And..I didn't ask to use it.
-
when Amy came in

her.me.
did u ask noeline if u could use her curling iron?
*thinking that i should have* no, should i?
no. you dont have to be scared.
*just sits there*
youre suppose to say, "i aint SKIERRED (thats scared)!!"

So I went and told Noeline.
She wasn't upset that I broke it but that I hadn't asked.
But by the end of the night it was as if nothing happened.

AND OMGGG!
The worst part was this morning.
FIFTH: ALL THE OUTLETS IN MY ROOM SHORT-CIRCUIT-ED!
What else!?!
When I got out of the shower my hair drier wouldn't come on.
I called Amy in.
We tried all the other plugs and they didn't work either.
We thought that it was the hair drier.
We tried the lamp and phone charger.
NO luck.
All the sockets were out!!
uhhh!
So I told my parents and all was ok.
BUT COME ON!!
ALL THIS BECAUSE I WANTED TO CURL MY HAIR.
I NOW KNOW FOR SURE: NOTHING GOOD COMES OF CURLING IRONS

xoxo ashley:)

Forever and Ever

So it's the first day of school holidays today.
How exciting.
Do you sense sarcasm?

I've been waiting for this for months but it's not that great,

especially because my year with the Five Lovelies is over.

But i need to stay positive.

We all need to stay positive.
Everything happens for a reason.
Let's look back at the good memories and make a million more.

FUN, FABULOUS, AND FOREVER THERE

MEMORIES LAST FOREVER

SOMETIMES THINGS CHANGE

THERE ARE THINGS THAT SOME PEOPLE WILL NEVER GET

I CHERISH YOU GUYS WITH ALL OF MY HEART

YOU ALL HAVE A PLACE THAT NO ONE ELSE CAN EVER FILL

NOOB BOON -NESS

WE GOOF OFF

SHARE OUR SECRETS

WACKY, CRAZY, AND PLAIN OUT WEIRD... WE HAVE EACH OTHER

* LOVE YOU GUYS*

Reunited,Only to be Torn Apart Even More

So I finally got to see my dear friends after so long! Last night was awards night, the "spectacular night" that I have been waiting for because I haven't seen my Lovelies in 2 long weeks. Well the whole awards thing wasn't that exciting but at least I got to see everybody. Actually,not that I think about it it wasn't everybody, NONE of the guys were there. I got to see Jern-Lyn though so that was good. I haven't seen her in way too long. We my have fallen for some PJ Guys....hmmmm....*Celine*...Ahhh.... Blue is so hot! I don't care what you say! Anyway, back to last night, after the ceremony Amy and I followed Sayf home. Celine was suppose to go to but I notified her too late. Sorry babe! But she went to Sabrina's house so I'm sure they had fun. I finally went to school today.REaLLy FuN!~!~! But then I realized...the year is over. Then Cekine informed me that she was changing schools after all. **SIGH** What to do?And Sayf may leave to. Just as we are getting closer things want to tear us apart. But I guess that is just life. Obsticals...Challenges....Choices...We got this covered...

xoxo ashley:)

Headlines

Hey!!!!

So I haven't updated in how long?

Let's see... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14 days!!

Wow! I just realized that that is like 2 weeks!!

So what's new?

Well ..ummm.. try EVERYTHING!!

So I think that it is too much for this one post so I think that I will post one for every recent event.

SNEK PEEKS

-Isabelle's birth

-no more school

-missing ppl

-how ppl have changed

-life/death

xoxo ashley:)

Let It Rock!

So yesterday I didn't go to school again.

Stayed home and studied.

The joys of the term home-schooling in my dad's words.

At about 2pm I went to Ikea.

Got more Christmas deco.

Came back home at about 4pm.

Put lights on the tree.

DADDY GOT BACK FROM TAIWAN!!

Was forced to put on the ornaments.

Usually the best part but some people can really bring down the spirit...

OK, So at about 7:30pm my dad says,

"Yawl need to get to a stopping point. What do you want to eat?"

I was like "Daddy you know I'm going to Celine's house right?"

Ian had already called me twice and Celine once I think..

"I just got back. We are having dinner toghther."

**sigh**

Bla bla bla...

Went out..

Ate...

At dinner Daddy was like "What time is it?"

"10pm"

"You know that you're not going to Celine's house this late right?"

**in shock**

Thankfully he was convinced to let me go to the thing I had been looking forward to all week.

Get home at 11pm...

Faster shower and pack...

Go down stairs...

OMG!! He is asleep on the couch!!

After some yelling and heldback tears I finally got to go...

.

I reached the Lim's house at 11:30pm after what seemed like a lifetime.

Amy could not go.

(Along Came Sprite)

Once I was there everything seemed ok.

Thanks to Saby,Celine,and Ian.

They can really cheer you up.

So what did we do?

Well we chilled in the park for a while and then went to the basketball court where we acted like total fools!!

Hyper much?

Came back at 12pm++.

It was sooooo hot.

Cooled off in 2 acs.

We all showered... even though I just did that.

The rest of the night was spent talking,going online,MOCKING DWIGHT'S FRIENDSTER(which I kinda feel bad for), and eating ice-cream!!

We slept at about 4.

We all slept downstairs in the nice cool room.

Saby fell asleep first.

Ian snores!!

Dunno about Celine but she did pass out earlier...haha..

(pics to prove!)

When we woke up...well..i mean Got up,since some of us woke up before others, it was about noon.

We ate BK.

Came back and did the whole Youtube thing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3KSr1pozm6Y

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=86LQCv3X_vo

Went To the play ground and brought back childhood fun.

Went back at 5pm.

Thanks for the ride Saby**

It's 12:51 now and I just got back from the Sharton.

Went to the hospitle to.

Baby complications...

Update you later..

For now Goodbye.

xoxo ashley :)

My Day

So i didn't do much today.

Studied.

Lunch.

New pencil!!

Study again.

Christmas deco!!

Chat.

Tv.

Computer.

Now.

What a bore..

I miss you guys!!

Hope to see you soon!!

xoxo ashley:)

You Will Be Opened

So i just lost/found my house keys.

Thanks to God I found them...well not actually me...more like Donna.

Yes.The whole house was looking for my keys.

So I don't really know why it is important for me to tell you all this nonsense about my keys, but you have read this far so you may as well read on.I jus get the feeling now to say

"Trust God and give him the key to you heart."

xoxo ashley:)

Can We All Just Run Off Together?

It's like nothing can go right.

For any of us.

It Really just feels like I need to get out.

Take some time out.

I need you all.

As long as there is no drama.

I can't handle that now.

xoxo ashley:):

Always Be My Thunder

Thunder

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
.
I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation

For what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

.

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone

I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

.

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside

Just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out
.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain
.

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think we'll make it out

But you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

.Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa

.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder, and I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

xoxo ashley :)

No! No! No! No! No!

No!!

This is so so so so so not fair!

So guess what.

I have some news.

I won't be coming to school for the next two weeks!!

So wrong in so many ways.

1. My Sweetie Pie, Celine, and her bro only have three weeks of school left.
2. I miss my Bimbo Friend dearly.
3. I won't see any of the people that I only see in school.
4. I'll rarely see my BFFs until next year!
5. This is the best part of the year.
6. Let's not forget about my work...

So how?

I mean I get it.

Noeline is on bedrest..There's nothing I can do about it...

Oh but how I wish there was.

Hopefully I will see you soon..

ashley:(

Giggly Giggly Laugh Laugh

I had a pretty good time at school today.

Played futsal in the morning.

Did memory verse after that until lunch.

After lunch it was time for math.

Saw Sayfryil briefly.

I dunno what it was that made today fun but I know that I had a good time.

Seriously though!!

I have the most....

..ummm

..UNIQUE

friends ever!!

Each and everyone of you guys are special to me and could never be replaced!!

Just keep on being you.

.

Does anyone happen to know where Korea is?

Don't worry!

I do!!

Well at least i do nowwwwww...

POKE.

POKE.

POKE.

Tickle.

Oh!! makes me think of

Haha..giggly giggly... laugh laugh

Am I hyper now?

OK well, I'm going to go jump around in circles now!!

I'll update soon!

BYE!!!!

xoxo ashley:)

These Are The Days

Life.Love.Regret.Death.Memories.

Everyone is facing something.

Sometimes things dont'always go as planned.

Sometomes we fall for someone who we don't even know.

Sometimes it really hurts and we don't know what to do.

Well I can assure you, life will go on.. Eventually...

It just may take a while...

Things happen.

Things change.

We meet new people.

We make new friends.

Sometimes we want to know people but we never get a chance.

If I can just say one thing it is that we should never regret.

Regret never does anything good.

What's done is done and we can't change that.

If you really want to change something get out and do it

because the world won't change for you.

Some people spend their whole life regretting and never accomplish anything.

Thes are the days.

This is our time.

What are we going to do with it?

You may not be 100% happy right now but think about how you will feel about today sometime in the future.

So yea,

Sometimes things dont go our way but complaining about it won't do any good.

Change it.

These are the memories that are making our life.

I know i want to remember them well...

Do you?

xoxo ashley:)

Sorry HunnyBunny!!

CELINE

Ok, So I know that you know that I'm sorry but I just want to confirm it.

So I am sorry!!

.

THE STORY

.
Ian Caleb. Ashley Marie. Celine Charlotte.
Tomorrow Follow The Van Ok?
NO! Follow Ashley!
Yea, Follow Me
What About Douglas? Besides I Already SMS Miss Sharon
NVM, Just Follow Ashley Only. Just Tell Douglas To Shut Up And Follow
YEA, He Can Follow Too. Besides Can Fit 4 People Behind.
Sure Ah?
Yes Yes.
Ok La, Follow You.
*At Night*

OMG, Celine, Douglas Cannot Follow Cuz My Dad Say He Don't Want Us To Squeze Behind!
How?
*screams* OMG, WTH? AIYO Than I DON'T GO LA
*sighs*

.

So yea I'm sorry!!

LOVE YOU!!

xoxo ashley:)

I Miss You

I miss you all.

I really do.

I don't know why.

You're not far away and we see each other often.

Our friendship isn't suffering, and we have not gotten into any BIG arguements lately,

but I MISS YOU.

Maybe this is a sighn that our friendship is growing stronger.

I hope so.

I also hope that you all have not found me clinggy recently.

I know how I get annoying sometimes and I"M SORRY.

We all need to hangout sometime soon.

It feels like it's been a little too long.

I love you guys and don't know what I would do without you.

REALLY!!

ps- saby i did not forget you i just have no pic!! sorry!!

.

xoxo ashley:)

It Will Get Better In Time

You seem to have a very nice life but nothing seems to ever go exactly your way.

Your family is awsome if you ask me but we all have hidden flaws that are only shown to the people we love most.

THAT'S YOU.

They love you and would never do anything to intentually hurt you.

Give them a break because everyone has bad days.

As far as your friends go, you know that we all love you.

Yes,we may fight,we may bicker and argue, or even embarass each other, but our friendship will endure through time.

Each of us will always have a place in our heart for the others;

So don't too upset or worried when things take a turn for the worst, everything will be ok.

As for your other problems (YES I MEAN HIM),

fate is fate and whatever happens was ment to be...

I LOVE YOU

xoxo ashley:)

Trust

Many things in society today can be deceiving.

In a world full of liers, cheaters, rapist, and murderers we can never be too sure what to expect.

We may not even know what to expect of ourselves.

At least once in our lifetime we will all eventually find ourselves in the middle of a compromising situation.

Not only does how we handle the situation and what precautions we take or do not taketwards solving the case determin our moral standards, but also what we learn from the situatoin and how we reflect and carry on afterwards.

Even if we are morally correct people and we always strive to do the so-called 'right thing',

we all make mistakes.

Sometimes even the slightest mistakes can tear realationships apart because the best relationships are built with trust and honesty as the foundation.

Even in our strongest relationships trust is so much more betrayed than regained.

xoxo ashley:)

Along Came Sprite

So Guess What!!

On Monday my daddy went to collect mine and my sister's report card.

No big deal.. We do pretty well in school..

BUT

While in the 'meeting' all kind of news was let out aboutmy sis and her previous 'affair' with a guy we all call Sprite.

You see my parents didn't know about the whole thing so yea...

Ok so I'll tell you their story..

Sprite liked Amy and she supposevely liked him to.

So anyway long story short they hung out for about a week and then decided that it would be a good idea to try KISSING!!

^ewwww^

.

So yea someone saw them and told the teacher and bla bla bla Amy ended it.

The thing is Miss Sharron said she would never tell.

Somehow it got out and Daddy was SOOO SOOO MAD!!

I could go on and on and on about what actually happend and how Amy came to me crying her eyes out but I'll just get strait to the point.

Daddy calmed down and every thing was settled calmly.

.

My biggest regret is that I didn't tell my parents.

Yea I was respecting my sister's wishes by not telling ,but I now know that

as an older sister it is my responsibillity to keep her best interest in mind.. even if it's not what she wants.

.

On my part, well, my parents don't trust me as much now...

I now have to regain it!!

xoxo ashley:)