Peace Up! A-Town Down!

You dudes, dudetts, people of the world..
Wuzzuppp? Ive been feeling like extremely gangstaaa the past few days. Ever since I stayed over at Celine's house this past weekend and got all dance crazyyy. YEAH! by Usher!! Haha.. Man I'm just telling you I cant stay still when I hear that song, which is a little odd bc Im not usually a hip-hopish person. Hmm. Oh and I alwayss seem to be channeling that scene from the movie Hitch when I hear the song so not only will I be getting all groovyy but I tend to do the ohsocool "screw in the light bulb" or "sprinkler" move. Oookk. errrmm, Idk why Im telling you that. Anyways, Ive been doing a lot of things lately. School all last week, IGOTTALENT on Friday, I sayed with Celine the whole weekend after that, school then Sayf's crib then futsal on Monday, bday for Josh and Sean Jesudasan yesterday, and family pic day today. Busy, busy bee. I have, unfortunately, had to be the focus of a lot of pictures lately. Something that I don't particularly enjoy. But heyy, at least Im more flexible than last time. Maybe Ill put some of the pics here. It is a little dry, huh? Then again, maybe not. Who knows? I don't. Let's just wait and see how I feel. Wow. That sounds moody. Im waiting on the other family members to arrive now so we can do the picture thing. It's 4:00. We were suppose to start at 3. Ohwell.. Life doesn't always go as planned-- That's for sure.
*Here is the part where I wanted to put some supaa gangstaa sign off. Looks like I'm not that gangstaa aftaa all tho yo yo. .. ? Ook.. Anywayy BYE!
xoxo ashley:)

Tweek, Tweek

It's almosttttt 3AM. I have TONS of things to do for Isacc's notreallyfullmoon thing. Slide show, karaoke.. Yeahh. And the karaoke is that the place has is like all oldies so I need to make like those lyric vidio things you see on Youtube. Not as easy as it sounds. Especially when you have to do like 20 of them. And I really need to do it by tmr. :/ But right now I'm taking a little break.Tweeking Amy's Facebook justtt a little :) She now: Loves the sacred art of farting, She has a new profile pic, Her bio is a bit more interesting, and she really loves artificial eyebrows made from armpit hair.
Sleepyy time peeps. Night.

xoxo ashley:)

Pain

Sometimes it comes on fast and it feels like someone has taken a hammer to my heart. Other times it's slow and torturous. Like poison, seeping slowly from one point until it touches every part of me.

Sometimes I know exactly why it's there. Others I'm not so lucky. Wonder as I may there are just too many possibilities.

Sometimes I'm thankful. Better to feel pain than to feel nothing at all. Isn't that what they say?Other times though I just wish that everything inside of me would go numb or that my brain would shut off so that I wouldn't have to deal.

Sometimes it feels like I might actually be making progress and even like I might be getting stronger. Others I feel like a coward who can't even handle her own problems. Like a poor sad self-pitying little girl.

Sometimes It feels like everything must have been my fault in the end. Others I like to think that everything plays out the way it is suppose to be.

But always, always, I feel like there is nothing at all that I can do.

Not a thing in the world. And the sad part is that out of all of these things that is the one that is absolutely true. I can never change what has happened. Never. All I can do is keep my head up and keep going. I'll keep God with me and keep walking.

Hi.. Bye.. :)

HELLOOOOOO!!!
So yerrr.. I just got home from school. Im gonna go shower as soon as Amy gets done in the bathroom.
School was pretty ok today. Boring as always, but what do I have to comlpain abt? I basicall justdid math the whole day. Planning on doing the 1004 test tmr. I also helped Cantena and Carmen plan Cantena's birthday party a little bit. We still cant decide where to have it.
Life goes on as usual. Nothing much going on. Not really anyway. :)
I WENT FOR FUTSAL YESTERDAY WITH THE BESTIES!
Ohh.. ok Amy is out now. SHOWER CALLS!
TOODLES! :P

xoxo ashley:)

Whatcha Say?

FIRST POST OF THE YEAR!!!
Wow.. It's July. Epic.
Celine just reminded me or my DEAD blog that day. So here I am.

So the question is:
Should I create a tumblr?

Im suddenly in the blogging mood again.

xoxo ashley